I am very blessed. I know that my life, the universe created around me, is a very good and easy one. I could go on and on about how blessed I am.
I get bored easily. I become unsatisfied soon after achieving goals.
I believe in karma and creating my own universe. This makes me paranoid that feeling unsatisfied about my blessed life will only create negative changes.
I am cycling between striving for happiness and positivity while feel unsatisfied and worried - leaving me unhappy.
I googled "bored easily" and came across a subject line reading:
But boredom has a darker side: Easily bored people are at higher risk for depression, anxiety, drug addiction, alcoholism, compulsive gambling, eating disorders, hostility, anger,
www.scientificamerican.com/article.cfm?id=the-science-o... |
Is this an actual condition now? Chronically bored? Something must be done! A self-aware person should be able to stop this cycle. I can not afford to be a compulsive gambler.
If I say aloud what I want out right now out of this life, will I be a step closer to feeling satisfaction? Maybe I should just eat another cookie.
What about affirmations. I am powerful, beautiful, smart, funny, people like me.
Wait, wait, check this out: http://www.uncommonforum.com/viewtopic.php?t=21579 I'm even an aries! hahaha.
So this is my quarter-life crisis. I think I can deal with that.
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